stress

I'm exhausted but I can't sleep. As soon as I lie down my mind fills with 100 things I should be doing yet don't have the energy for. I toss and turn all night sleeping fitfully worrying about how I'm letting everyone down, namely myself for not being a better scholar. Nausea has become an almost daily occurrence. Never too strong, just enough to make the thought of fast movements or food unappealing. I haven't had to vomit due to stress since the fall. Thats a milestone. Nothing like trying to non-nonchalantly leave class to toss your cookies in a public washroom to make a girl feel on top. Nothing like returning to class after having only the use of water to rinse your mouth.

It is getting better. But I still feel like I'm climbing a hill that keeps getting higher the more I climb.

*edit* I have discovered Peach Ginger tea helps with the nausea.