New Beginings...opps maybe not.

Lucky for us the Tragically Hip played a second concert at the Kee the very next night. I did not have tickets to this show but had to work. At first this was going to be great, we have an outside patio that kind of overlooks the Kee's patio, and therefore the music from the Kee is clearly overheard. The plan was to have a patio party. People who didn't have tickets could come, eat drink and be merry while listening to the Hip. I thought this was a great idea as I could also listen to the Hip...however this didn't happen. Instead I got off a little early and heard the last half of the concert from my backyard.

The fun however really started when I boarded the bus going back to my friends cottage to party with those who had been to the concert that night. Needless to say for the most part, everyone was sideways drunk...and I mean sideways.

The party was basically a bonfire. What I remember of this bonfire was that is was extremely hot, but that if you stepped away from it you needed extra clothing.

All night, for reasons known only to her, AC kept talking me up to her husbands younger cousin, who I have know for about 7 years but until that night never really saw. He was always just that much younger then the group I was with. However it turns out he's only 2 years younger then me (which by this time is really the same age right?). And is graduating with his MBA this month from a Uni in the US. mmm.

Through into the mix that he's incredibly good looking, and I was, and still am hooked.

I did something that night that was highly uncharacteristic of myself, but I have no regrets. As the night was ending I pulled him down a little pathway in the woods were we did a little kissing.

It was great.

Its been so long since I've really wanted to kiss someone.

But here's the catch. He apparently has a gf. *ouch* although I believe she lives in the US, and therefore seeing as he's moving back here, that relationship may coming to an end. And my good friend AC has assured me that at best she's a 'meh' gf. For whatever that means.

So now I have a raging crush. Something I haven't felt in about 2 years when C and I were first hooking up, and I can't really do anything about it, as it makes me feel guilty.

I will just have to play it by ear. If it's meant to be it will be.