Good Friends

I have had a bad month. I've just been feeling pretty crappy about life all together. I'm really starting to hate my job...I mean really how long can you continue to serve? I've been at it 8 years now. Ohmigod, I didn't even realize it had been that long until I just calculated it. Eight years. There's very few things I like about the restaurant industry, aside from the money, and the good times you can have with other staff memembers. But I'm feeling a little isolated from the other staff memebers. But I'm stuck there. I can't get another job, well one that I want. I could get another restaurant job, but no point in that, at least at this job, I'm trusted, and get somewhat good shifts. However I do have to work for my ex, which seems to get more complicated every day.

But I have my good friends back in the country, they may only be here for a month, but it feels so so good to hang out with people that I don't feel like I have to be 'on' for you know. People who just accept me for who I am, and accept all the quirks I have as part of what makes me me, and not judge me for it.

I think there are a very select few people in your life like that and that its important to hold on to them.